Finally

The strange feeling has been identified as something missing in my Life. Which can be a lot of things I know. So finally I have some idea or inkling as to the nature of the beast. I know it's very vague. But aren't our feelings very vague well some of them at least. We know anger, hate and all the strong emotions it's the subtle ones that baffle us. Yet this is what I sit with I know I said it had gone away. So it possibly went away now that I have identified the feeling. Now to put a label to. This missing thing is ...............