Again

So went back to booth of the places that had too many people the time before. The shops was not busy but the bakery still had a lot of people. Also went to the largest Mall in the region. Had Cappocino and a muffin at a coffee shop there. On the way back to the place stopped to get some booze. Got back watched the last episode of 24 in season 1. Then Trueee Blood and Downton Abbey. Then waited for the New Year to watch the Fireworks. Here's hoping the new year will be good to us and better than 2013.

Nothing

In the morning did nothing. Later in the day went out to do some grocery shopping at a Mall close by and looked around for shoes. Then went back to the place to wattching. 24, True Blood and Downton Abbey. Not long before the holiday comes to an end . Leaving on Saturday to go back. One very long journey. Another two day trip. Well I suppose all good things must come to an end.

Trip

Went for a long trip down the coast and stopped at a beach along the way which had these huge boulders. So it was a pretty interesting. Then went to find a fast food store that sells fish and fries. Found one and it was pretty good. Then went shopping for groceries. After that got back and watched 24 and Truee Blood, Downton Abbey. Have been feeling ok. Just the one day I was depressed. Fortunately the Meds worked that day. Other than that the holiday has been good all around. I think the change helped. It's just now have to go back tto the Abode it will probably all start up again.

So

Went to a food market but there were so many people there decided no to go in. So I instead went to a very large Mall. Walked around just looking at every thing . Then decided to go to a bakery but there were too many people once again so went back to the place. Watched 24 and True Blood and Downton Abbey. Don't have too many days left of the Holiday. Went so fast have to say.

Far

So went to a town quite far from the sea to have a look around. Lots of little shops. Had lunch there. Had a burger with sun dried tomatoes and Brie cheese. Which was ok nothing spectacular. Then came back to the place to watch 24 and True Blood and Downton Abbey. It was quite a nice day yesterday there was no wind for it can become quite windy at the sea.

Went

Went for a walk along the promenade next to the sea. Quite a long one. It was very busy even had para gliders landing on the strip. On the grass to be more precise. So then went back to the place to watch True Blood and Downton Abbey. Saw a car on flames not far from the place had the fire brigade putting it out. So not a dull moment to be had by all.

Went

Went for a walk along the promenade next to the sea. Quite a long one. It was very busy even had para gliders landing on the strip. On the grass to be more precise. So then went back to the place to watch True Blood and Downton Abbey. Saw a car on flames not far from the place had the fire brigade putting it out. So not a dull moment to be had by all.

Cool

Went for a nice long walk on the beach and sat on the rocks and watt cheered the waves for awhile. Could not stay too long for the sun was quite hot and would look like a lobster if stayed too long. But was great and enjoyed it. Then went back to the place. Started watching 24. Watched True Blood ,finished the first season. Then watched Downton Abbey.  Every morning when get up have a cup of coffee and crunchies and look at the view. Will miss it when go back to the Abode. Not looking forward to the Holiday ending. Got something I have to do when get back which I'm not looking forward to. Anyway what can you do. Time moves on with or withouttt you.

Festive

So yesterday went to a restaraunt for lunch. Had pasta and beer. For desert had brownies and ice cream and a cuppacino as we'll.  Then went too the beach and watched the kite surfers. Then weren't back tto the place and watchd the last episode of Hannibal. Also watched True Blood and Downton Abbey. Still using thee I pad to post with, which is such a pain in the ........ .

Else

So went to a street next to the beach which has all these cute stores. Did a walk from th one side to the other, just having a look at all the stuf. Mostly Jewelry, some really cute stuff. Did not buy anything. That was in the afternoon. Just stayed at the place in tithe morning. Got some cool phone calls from friends spoke for quite a long time.  In the evening watched Hannibal, True Blood and Downton Abbey. Almost finished Hannibal only got one episode left of Season One.

Sorry

So went to a Mall with eclectic shops which are supposed to be really good but the Mall was closeted. Obviously a regional thing. Such a potty since Was looking forward to it. So then went to another similar Mall this oneself was open at least. Did some grocery shopping. Then went back and wast he'd a bitt of Hannibal and then True Blood and then Downton Abbey. Watched the movie We Are The Millars which was funny in parts.

Not Much

So went shopping yesterday  morning. Went to a Mall quite far from where am staying. It was quite busy actually quite a lot busy. Everyone running around trying to get there last minute shopping done.  Had breakfast there. Had an Omelette and a Cappuccino with toast. Did not really see anything worth buying at all. So really just went around looking. Afterwards went to the DVD store to get some series. So got True Blood as well as Downton Abbey. Both of them are good in there own way. So spent the rest of the day wattching the series got at the store except for Hannibal of course. Still got some Hannibal to watch. Not too sure what am going to do today.

Then

So yesterday managed to go to the Beach again a different one this time. The first one went to is quite far. This one was not as far. The first one is quite secluded this one is more public. So more people. I. Prefer it when there aren't as many people around. So by that we can assume that I like the secluded Beach better. Afterwards went shopping for groceries. Then weren't back to thee place watched the last of The Walking Dead. Started watching Hannibal which I have to say is a pretty good show. Later carried on watching Scandal. I know zooming through all the shows. Will have to go to the DVD store once have run out of shows. Which is not much longer.

Then

So yesterday managed to go to the Beach again a different one this time. The first one went to is quite far. This one was not as far. The first one is quite secluded this one is more public. So more people. I. Prefer it when there aren't as many people around. So by that we can assume that I like the secluded Beach better. Afterwards went shopping for groceries. Then weren't back to thee place watched the last of The Walking Dead. Started watching Hannibal which I have to say is a pretty good show. Later carried on watching Scandal. I know zooming through all the shows. Will have to go to the DVD store once have run out of shows. Which is not much longer.

Doing

So far not doing too badly. Could be just a little bit depressed. Not too sure why. I should be ok butt forward some reason I'm not. Nothing too bad. Can live with it.

S o

Went to the Beach yesterday. So finally got there. Sat and watched the waves. Almost fell asleep listening to the waves. Love the Sea. It is so beautiful and majestic. Then went out for breakfast. Had eggs, bacon, avo, fried tomatoe and toast . Also had the by now standard Cappuccino. It was good all around. Then went shopping got some cheese and biscuits etc. then went back to the house to watch some series on the Telly. Almost finished The Walking Dead. Started a new one Scandal , only got the first two seasons.

Well

SoGame of Thrones has been watched to it's current conclusion.  Which I am sad about it really is a good show. Can't say that about many shows. Had homemade pizza last night. Did the washing yesterday and packed it away this morning . This is the fifth day at the Sea. Going tattoo the Beach today? Is a bit windy but that will be fine. Still looking forward to hearing the waves love the sound of the waves crashing.

Last Night

Was watching Game of Thrones last night. Almost halfway through the third season now. Quite sad that is coming to an end that is the episodes . It's such a good show. Anyway have True Blood to watch have not seen any of it yet. Hopefully it's good. Do have other series to watch so not too worried . It's kinda thing that do on holidays watch Telly in the afternoons and nights.

Today

So planning on going shopping today. So much for going to the Beach. Will make it there one of these days. Saying hopefully. None the less will have fun or at least some retail therapy at the shops. Always good to get some retail therapy.

Now

Been watching Falling Skies and The Walking Dead. Fortunately I have got some Cider. So drinking some Cider instead of the Normal Red. Going Tito have Pasta for supper and then watch some Game of Thrrones. It really is a good series that being Game of Thrones. Nothing like watching a good tv series it's about as good as reading a good book. Still doing alright. Relaxing a lot. Going out to do some shopping tomorrow. Probably go to the Beach tomorrow as we'll. We'll lets see about that. Have to say that I have been having some really good Dreams of Late. Which has been really cool.

Stress

We'll I can say that I am not Stressed here at all. My anxiety levels are way down. A good get away is always what the Doctor orders. The stress will wait for me when I get home. There are some stuff that I have to do when I get back that I am not looking forward to. So I have that to look forward to. So for the moment I will enjoy being down at the Sea. We'll at least make the most of it. Well what else can you do butt enjoy the moment. Everything else can wait. Right.

The Sea

So what I tried to post yesterday was that drove down to the Sea it took two days to get here. This is the third day at the Sea. Thee trip was really tiring especially the second day. Saw an accident on the way down. One of those Semi trucks had turned over and was lying on it's back. Had Cappuccinos and Muffins both days for Breakfast which was good. Haven't been down to he Beach yet, had other things to do. Been watching Game of Thrones the series which have been enjoying a lot that and The Walking Dead whichever is not as good but still ok.

Damn

I have had a lot of trouble of late. My harried line is down. It has been like that for awhile. So for the moment I have to use someone's IPad. Which is a pain in the ........ . Never the less It will have to do. I never thought that II would have to make do with some thing so simple. We'll I think it's simple.

How Guys Get Dressed

Well

It's weekend again so I get to have some Red. It's not time to start yet but soon. I am just not that prepared for this weekend as I am normally. I hope to get some more wine tomorrow.

Three

So I cleaned The Abode. I also washed the washing and also did the Linen as well. So today I am supper happy that that is done for another week. Well except for the washing which just does not end at all. I t's a on going battle to keep up with because it just does not ever stop. At least with Linen you get a break as well as cleaning the Abode as well.

Alyssa Edwards' Secret - Tongue Popping 101

Don't

My Depression is not bad at the moment. maybe just a bit of Anxiety. I always feel anxious the day before I have to clean. Why I don't know. I know it does not make any sense. But it is what it is. Once I start it gets better its just the day before and the morning that are difficult for me.

I Was

I was super Lazy today. For I was supposed to do the Linen and decide not to do it except to do it tomorrow. Which is my cleaning of the Abode day. So procrastinating as per usual. So instead I stayed in bed. Which was cool. I will probably take a nap this afternoon as well.

James St. James: Transformations Retrospective

So I went out for Breakfast this morning with my relative. Which was quite nice since I had a chunky chicken mayo tramezinni with two cups of Cappuccino. All in all it was a good outing spent a lot of time chatting an catching up. Which I always like doing. Considering that my relative stays half way around the world and is only here for a couple of weeks. So more than likely will be seeing again before goes back. Well will have to make a plan. So I had to get up early this morning to go for Breakfast. When came back had a nap for awhile which was great.

RuPaul Drives... Chad Michaels

Done

I manged to get all the washing packed away today. Which I am happy about. I thought I would share that with you. Tomorrow meeting with a relative that is in from out of town So that should be cool. Probably go out for Breakfast or Lunch. Which I always enjoy.

Back

So I am back from my therapy Session which was not bad. Once again dealt with new areas which went ok. Never is easy the first time around. It's amazing that even after being in Therapy for so long you can still find areas that are new to discuss. They might link up to other issues but they are still new. I am sorry I am just frazzled  from the Session I don't really have much to offer today.

Daughter - Youth

I Almost

Next week on Friday off to the Sea. I will try my best to continue to Blog. Might not be as regular. But Will be there for three weeks. Which am really looking forward to. It's the one thing that I look forward to the whole year. I love the Sea.

Early

I am really thankful that the neighbors stopped their music blaring late in the afternoon and did not go into the night. Which helped my Anxiety a whole bunch. I hate feeling Anxious its almost like your body is being poisoned. It has an adverse effect on your body. I don't know if you feel the same. But that's how I feel.

Night

So once again was watching "Suits" last night finished Season One. Which went by quite fast. Only really do that on the weekends. Might get a Dvd once in a blue moon. Other than Watching Series is done.

Duffy - Warwick Avenue

Noise

So the neighbors are being neighbors by playing their Music loud. So I am a bit stressed out at the moment. I will have a glass of Red just now to soothe the anxiety. I decided to pour myself a Red anyway. Have to settle my nerves some way.

Went

So got one of relatives and took them out for breakfast. Went to a cafe at a Mall. Had Muffins all round. had a Date and Nut Muffin with two cups of coffee. I know that I normally Have cappuccinos. Well it was a bit of a change from the norm. So the outing was a good one. Good company as well.

Did

So last night watched "Suits" again. Which was pretty good. More than likely watch again tonight. Have to call this weekend a "Suits" weekend. Have some other Series that will be given. Just not too sure which ones they are. Suppose it will be a surprise to say the least.

Kylie Minogue - Come Into My World

The Red

So I am on my second Glass of The Red. The glasses are minute. I don't if you know the glasses that are from reclaimed bottles. Well this is one of them. So A glass is not that much. Said trying to justify the drinking of the Red. It makes me relax which is a good thing I say unto you. So that is a good enough reson for me.

So

After Lunch / Breakfast went to a Mall. Not too far but also not too close. Went to a specific store to have a look for what they had. Found a pair of pants that Like with help from the shop assistant. So that was really cool and then found another pair of pants which was cool. The store was a bit busy. I would hesitate to say but it seemed like when people go Xmas shopping. Everyone has that haggard look about them. You know that look I wanna get what I came for and get the ........ out of here. lol

Lunch

So did not make it for Breakfast since I did the washing and The Linen which is all packed away. Cool So went out for Lunch and had Breakfast. lol. Had an Omelette with tomatoes, mushrooms and bacon with toast as well. I wont say it was fantastic it was ok nothing to write home about. lol I did however have a large cappuccino which was pretty good compared to the meal. Still trying to find a restaurant that can frequent always knowing the food is great. Which for the moment is not possible still yet to find one.

Last Night

So I got a bit sloshed last night I think I drank too much. Watched 2 episodes of "Suits". It was only by the second episode that I could see through the alcoholic glaze or even haze. Lol. It really wasn't my plan to get sloshed for I even drank less than I normally do. Which is surprising. Never the less the night was good . Will be watching "Suits " again tonight. I doubt that I will be sloshed tonight. lol. Too funny I have to say.

Lady P & B, 3 times the fun "worst dates"

Vivienne Pinay, Shangela & Alyssa Edwards - Ring My Bell

Lazy

I have not been to the Gym once this week. In fact all I have done is sleep late everyday. Which  is not much different to that which I do anyway. I just really have not felt like going to Gym. It happens once in a blue moon. Lets see what happens next week.

Not

My Washing machine is still packed with my Linen which I have not washed. I am procrastinating. Why I don't know. I will do it tomorrow that and the washing as well. I did clean the Abode today which is now finished which makes me happy for that.

Power

So yesterday we had a power cut hence the reason I could not Post. It was a real pain in the ......... you can fill in the blank. lol

Alyssa Edwards' Secret - Vivienne Pinay's Thanksgiving Takeover

Prepared

So I changed the Linen . The dirty is in the washing Machine all prepared for tomorrow when I do the washing. I just did not feel like doing it today. So I procrastinated a bit. But It at least will be done tomorrow and the I have to clean The Abode on Friday. Aaaagghh.

I Could

I really could do with some good news round about now. The last month has been pretty rough. What with people being in Hospital and various other things. It has been a rough November all together. They say that normally when it rains it pours. Well that happens to be true for November.

A Day

So Sorry to say I slept quite late today. I know it's nothing new. Except for the fact that I was recovering from my Therapy Session. For those who don't know the way I cope with stress is to sleep. So if I am feeling Anxious or stressed  I go and lie down for a couple of hours until I feel better. Everyone has their way of coping my way just happens to be sleep. What I forgot is that I also drink on the weekends to counteract the Anxiety and Stress. Which also helps. So sleep and on the weekend booze. lol. I would give my .... to know what your thinking now.

Duffy - Stepping Stone

Aaaahhh

I have returned from Therapy. Which was a tough one. So much so I feel exhausted. It was not as bad as the one I had two Sessions back. You will have to excuse me if I don't post as much as I normally do. For I feel I have to go lie down for awhile.

Kylie Minogue - Chocolate

Last Night

So continued watching "Suits ". Got up up to the seventh episode. Starting to enjoy them. I prefer having the whole series available as opposed to having to till the next week to see the next episode. This way you can watch till you want and pick it up at a later date.

Today

So Today I slept super late. Only got up at 1:30 something to 2. Did some washing and then started Blogging. I had some weird dreams with relatives in them. I prefer not to have my relatives are in my Dreams. At least these dreams weren't as weird as the dreams as the ones from last week. It's a pity that you can't pick the people that appear in your Dream . It would make for better dreams. Don't you think.

Enrique Iglesias - Heartbeat ft. Nicole Scherzinger

Last Night

So watched the first two episodes of the first season of "Suits" last night. Not bad actually the title is a bit deceiving. It sounds boring. So far it's ok. So have started two Series "Suits" and "The Walking Dead". Probably watch "Suits" more. For I think that "The Walking Dead" can become a little bit predictable.

Last

So the last stop was at the store to get the Groceries for the week. Things like Vegetables. Don't really eat too much during the week. Normally vegetables with some white meat. Meaning chicken or fish and the is pretty much the same for the week days. It's only on weekends that splurge and eat stuff that is nice.

Nummies

So eventually went to a restaurant. Where I had ciabatta with grilled chicken, sun dried tomatoes, some cheese, and bacon. And a side dish of potato salad. I really enjoyed this meal for a change. I also had two beers which makes for a break from the cappuccinos don't you think? So the beer was really refreshing.

Visit

So after having been to the store went to a hospital to visit another relative there. This one has something wrong with the Lungs. I don't know so don't ask me. I am just a visitor. They don't look that bad. So at least got to do that.

Went

So was at a  Mall this Morning to get some detergent for the washing machine. They had a sale on for half the normal amount so just had to go and get it. Since it is so expensive normally. So got two buckets of detergent So that should last quite awhile since I have about One Third of a Bucket left. Well now that you know that you should feel much better. lol. Just kidding

Cheap Vs Expensive Makeup

HEDDA LETTUCE STAND-UP COMIC

The Lone Ranger

So watched  The Lone Ranger last night wit Johnny Depp. Which I happen to love. This is not his greatest performance but still enjoyed his role as Tonto. He certainly brought something to this Movie for had he not been in it, it would have flopped. Well that's my opinion.

The Lone Ranger

Breakfast

So then went to have Breakfast at a Restaurant which was Scrambled eggs, bacon, mushrooms, chips, (Fries for the Americans) french toast and sausage. With two cups of Cappuccino as well. The Breakfast was ok. The Cappuccinos were Milky and not that strong. It is hard to find a restaurant where you can find good cappuccinos. just as much as a restaurant that makes good food. We are so used to below par places.

After

So After went to the disastrous Mall went to another one to get Groceries. Got ingredients to make Spaghetti Bolognaise for Supper tonight. Beside getting Groceries for the week. Always get them from two different shops. This one today and the Vegetables from the one tomorrow. So shop twice for Groceries for the week.

Mall

So this morning went to a New Mall that has only just opened quite a big one. So was expecting something wow. When got there walked around checking out all the shops. Which I have to say are pretty run of the mill. Just about every shop that you find in every other Mall. So there was no big surprise the actual building was a bit of a let down since it was nothing spectacular there was nothing to set it apart from all The Other Malls. You definitely find the Malls where you can see that some effort went into designing the Mall. This one there was no such thing. So all in all it was a big disappointment and will not be going there any time soon.

Manila Luzon - Ring My Bell

Dreams

I forgot to mention but I had some really weird Dreams yesterday. I really mean it when I say weird. They are still stuck with me. You know how quickly you forget Dreams even the good ones. Well this one I still quite fresh. I would not even begin to try and relate it to you. That's how bizarre it was. It left me with questions as to what it meant. I certainly believe that there are messages contained within  Our Dreams. It would be strange if there weren't.

Onto

So now I am onto The Red. I just could not wait any more for the time for me to start. I just needed to start since I was craving some. I was naughty yesterday and finished what was left in the one bottle which worked out to two glasses. I wish I had some Vodka. I like a good stiff drink every now and then. Especially like Vodka, Tequila, and Rum. Rum and Coke is particulary nice. lol I should start a Blog for drink appreciation. What would I call it?

Today

So I went to Gym. Which is amazing all in of itself. For today I am particulary Lazy. I slept really late. I suppose the news would be if I ever wake up early. That would be a miracle. I do however think that my Sleeping is getting worse as time goes by. I just wish I could get a handle on it. How I don't know.

Keep On

So I manged to get all the washing folded and put away including some Linen as well. I have to say that today I am particulary Lazy. And I am glad I got all that squared away. It always feels good to get the stuff done so I can get onto more important things like blogging and watching my Vlogs.

Prom makeup for ANY outfit!

Cheap Makeup

Have To Say

My Depression has not been so bad of Late and neither has My Anxiety. I  have upped My Meds for Anxiety. Meaning without the Dr knowing. So My Anxiety is manageable to some degree. I can get Anxious if the circumstances around me change. Other than that I am ok in managing it. Watch now as soon as I have said this I will be freaked out and My Anxiety will go through the roof and with it My Depression. I get Depressed when My Anxiety goes up. I also get Depressed for other reasons as well. I do feel that when I drink Alcohol it goes a long way to allow me to feel like myself as well as being able to manage the circumstances. Unfortunately its not a good idea to rely on Alcohol to set you right. That's Why I only drink on the weekend in the evenings. My Anxiety tends to peak on the weekends when everyone is around and not at work . During the week its not so bad that is my Anxiety.

Washed

So I got the Line and Washing done today. I packed some of the Linen away already. The rest I will probably do tomorrow. I still have to do the cleaning tomorrow. Screamm. I hate cleaning. Well I will have to do it since I don't have a choice now do I. I wish I was rich and could afford a Maid. It would be so much easier would it not. Oh yes much easier.

Lazy

For those that follow My Lazy Arse. I think I have reached my record for spending the most time in bed today. Well almost maybe by an hour or two shy. I just could not help myself today. I just could not face getting out of bed until I felt I needed to get out of bed. Which normally takes awhile. So ys I slept  an inordinate amount today. I will however say I had some really weird dreams this morning. I am still trying to wrap my head around them. I don't think I will be able to get much meaning out of them. lol

Hedda Lettuce - a low life on the high seas

I Did

So I slept quiet late today so much so that I did not do my Linen I normally do. So I have put it off till tomorrow. When I will have to do it . Since I am cleaning the Abode on Friday. That's what happens when you procrastinate everything piles up. I just really wish I did not have to clean it would be such a release unfortunately I do since I don't have or even could afford a Maid.

Gym

So I was Able to Drag My sorry arse off to Gym today. Which was a marginal success. since I did not do all the things as a I should have. Just remember that last week I did not even go to gym at all. So I have to do catch up today. So obviously it was not going to be as good as it normally is. Not forgetting that I really can't stand going to gym at all.

RuPaul Drives... Alyssa Edwards

Alyssa Edwards' Secret - Guilty Pleasures

I Did

I slept right up until the time I had to leave to got to Therapy. I left some time to get dressed and all of that.

So

I have just come back from Therapy. Today was a whole lot better than the one before for the one before was quite hard on me, emotionally speaking. So this one today I needed ti to be light. So we did however cover a number of topics which is always a good thing.

Yesterday

So We had a Power Failure/ cut yesterday. So that's the reason I was not able to post yesterday.

Miss Universe - Courtney Act

BOSS YOUR CHOPS AND DO YOU!!

Side Effects

So last night watched Side Effects which is about a psychiatrist (Jude Law) and his patient. That's all I am going to say about the Movie. What fascinated me was they mentioned drugs in the movie which I happen to be on. There are others that are just fictitious. So the Movie was a little bit close to home. Which I have to say was interesting. Well at least for me. No not the the plot of the Movie just the supposed treatment for Depression which is Prozac and Efexor. I happen to be on Efexor. I was on Prozac awhile ago but it did not agree with me. You really have to go through a number of combinations until you find which ones agree with you. Its all about balancing the Drugs. For awhile you feel like a Guinea Pig with all that you have to go through |To find the match I can tell story's about what some combinations did to me. Anyway that's all over.

Side Effects

Can't Wait

I am waiting at the moment for Have people viewing the Abode. For are trying to sell the Abode and get another for need a larger Abode. No not huge the one at the moment is too small. So I am practicing patience. Which in of itself a discipline not so easily mastered. I am also waiting for the Red Hour so I can have some wine. I have a specific time where I start drinking which is late in the afternoon. So that is about an hour away when I can start. It sounds strange well I did head the Blog with in Search of Sense. So if anything seems strange then you know why. It's not supposed to make sense it just has to appear that I am trying figure things out. lol.

Lady Portia "Pay Cheep! Pay Twice!"

Despicable 2

So I watched Despicable 2 last night and loved it. I love Agnus the young girl the best as well as the minions. I wouldn't mind if they made a third one in the series. It is good entertainment. Good for a cartoon. I happen to love Cartoons ans animation. AS well as the comics and Graphic Novels.

Despicable 2

Left

I was up and ready to go out and went to a Mall to look for sweets and went to a sweet shop. Then went to go get some other stuff needed for the Abode. After that stopped at a restaurant and got a Huge Muffin with a big Cappuccino. The Muffin was date and nut. Which I love. So all in all it was a great Lunch. I was needing a Muffin. Well I desired a Muffin or I was lusting.

This Morning

So I slept in this morning only really got up round about Midday. So it was a Lazy morning. I enjoyed it. I was close to sleep again at about 11 am. Then got up.

To Russia With (GAY) Love.

Alyssa Edwards - Ring My Bell

Alyssa Edwards' Secret - "Vivienne!"

The Red

So I have poured myself a second Glass of The RED. I think I might have a surprise. I think I can post Vlogs again. I will try now when I have finished watching my Vlogs. Which should be awesome. I love it

Done

So got up early this morning which in of itself is a miracle. Can you imagine that. Anyway I did both the Linen and The Washing. Which is also a Miracle. So today was a first for me. Just kidding I can get up early if I have to. lol. No seriously I can. So all of that was done before went to the hospital. After all the running around this morning and afternoon I folded the stuff and put it away. Remember that I should have done the Linen on Wednesday. So it was a couple of days late. Never the less it is done. Hoorah

Who Cares

Went to the hospital this morning to visit someone who had bypass surgery. They seem to be coming along. Which is a good thing. After that went to a restaurant and had a Breakfast Burrito (You will have to excuse my spelling I have no idea how to spell it) Which had cream cheese, small sausages, cheese and scrambled egg. It was ok. Just as a refresher I had two beers. Can you imagine that normally its two cappuccinos. Well we need to break our habits once in a blue moon. Always good to have a change from the norm.

Lazy

So today I was supposed to the Line to day but decide to do the Linen tomorrow as well as the washing. So I will have two loads to do tomorrow. I know now it's more work to do both on the same day. What can I say I was feeling Lazy today. So I spent an inordinate amount of time in my Bed. Which I have to say I did not enjoy all the last hours of being in bed. Why i don't know. Maybe I slept too long and was not tired.

Running Around

So I am done running around today. I went to go get My Prescription filled. No these are just some other Meds I take . It's not for my Depression etc. So at least that is done for now. Well for this month. Next time I go it will be December can you believe it. It's just wild how this year has flown. Anyway I then wen to another Mall and picked up 5 bottled of Red Wine in anticipation of the weekend. I will only drink four of them over Friday through to Sunday. So it works out at One and a third bottles a night which is not a lot. Well I mean there are only 4 large glasses of wine in a bottle which is not a lot. Dependent on how large the glass is. Then I went to another Mall and got a can of coke and just sat around for awhile. Then finally went back to the Abode.

Therapy

Therapy was particularly hard on me yesterday so I was both mentally as well as physically exhausted. So this morning I slept in. I suppose it did the trick that and having slept after Cleaning.

Well

Today was certainly a day for cleaning. I cleaned the abode and then changed the Linen. Which I am going  to wash tomorrow. I cleaned the windows as well today. Which I do once in a Blue Moon. It's not something I think I need to do on s regular basis. Well I suppose it all depends on the individual. So after all that I was supposed to go to Gym but I felt tired and decided not to go. So instead I had a nice long sleep.

Not Much

Besides going to Therapy which took a lot out of me. I slept quite late this morning. Well lay in bed for awhile shall I say I have not done much.

Therapy

So today I saw my Psychiatrist to do the monthly check up to make sure the Meds are working. Just answer a couple of questions and get the script. Not really that much to the appointment. So really just for the coming Months Meds. Then I saw My Therapist a little while later. They both are in the same region. Today's Therapy was a real eye opener. Also a bit hard on the Self I have to say/ Therapy can get really sore when dealing with your own inner issue. The longer your in Therapy the deeper it goes. So You can't expect a holiday in Therapy Sessions.

Dreams

I had some interesting Dreams this morning. One whee I was trying to get away and out of a situation. Can't really describe it better than that. But none the less. I like it when my dreams go on for awhile. Hate it when I wake up in the middle of a dream. At least this morning there was some continuity. lol. Sounds like I am talking about a Telly show does it not. lol.

Watched

So Last night watched some episode of Say Yes To The Dress. Interesting episodes. It's amazing how you can get so many variations on the same theme. Always fascinated me. TLC has certainly got some interesting shows. Watched breaking Amish a well. The brave new world edition. So at least there was something to watch on Telly last night.

Last Night

The Red and The Meds did certainly worked out last night. So I was not Anxious. This morning did not forget My Meds. Thank goodness for that. Did sleep in how ever so got up really late. Had a shower afterwards so felt a bit better after that.

Right

I almost forgot . So watched the first two episodes of season one of the Walking Dead last night. Interesting, I wont say its fantastic I can see how it could possibly become a repetition of the same theme over and over and over. Was that enough overs. lol. So I will watch some more at a later stage. What I would like to get is True Blood. I know its about Vampires and that is about it. It would be interesting to see if its any good.

Some

After all of that went to do some Grocery shopping for the week. And then back to The Abode. It was round about this time I started to feel Anxious.

This Morning

Stopped off on the way to see an abode to have a cup of Cappuccino. Then went to see the Abode after that went to a Mall to have Breakfast which was a bolognaise sauce Omelette with toast and another Cappuccino except this one was cold which I can't stand. This Breakfast was ok nothing to write home about. Then after that went to see another Abode.

I Did

I forgot to take MY Meds this morning so I am feeling Anxious. I took one of my Meds for Anxiety just now so it should kick in shortly. Well that is I hope so. I suppose it depends on your metabolism and how fast it is. I hate felling Anxious.

There Is

I wanted to post this one Vlog where there is Choral music in the background and then these cards that are put on the ground in cities around the world for people to sign in support of The LGBT community in Russia. For the Government there has Anti Gay Laws. On the the front of the card is written to Russia with Gay Love. It is a very touching Vlog. So much so I wish I could have posted it. well at least I told you about it.

Condoms

Should there be Condoms at School. Hell yeah. The children are having sex anyway with or without. Why do you think there are so many teen pregnancys. well they are having sex. Better to protect them than let them catch some STD. this is the subject of a Vlog I would have liked to post. you know the story by now about Blogger. Anyway back to the topic.  This is not a moral thing its a common sense thing. Don't ya think?

After

So went running around to different Malls looking for furniture. To be more specific a chair. Not an expensive one at all. Eventually found one. The chair is for some one else. It will be delivered on Tuesday.

After

So went to a restaurant the one wanted to got to but that was full so went across the road to the other one. Been there before. So not new to me. Anyway had an open sandwich with grilled chicken, avo, mozzarella, cherry tomatoes, spinach, basil pesto on top of toasted white bread. It was great not sorry at all that went there. On top of that had a coffee freezeochino ( I am not too sure how you spell that lol.) and some coke.
So the Breakfast was really great.

So

The day has been quite a long one running around. So went grocery shopping at Fav shopping place. Got what needed and then some more. You know how it is you go in wanting this and that and come out with stuff you never intended to buy. Not too many this time. Don't really need much. The other one for the week normally do on Sunday and that is the veg and etc. which is at another store. All in all don't really get that much at all.

Posting

I know that the posts on here are frugal at best. I also know that they are banal at the best of times. My Vlogs do speak volumes about me. Well not my Vlogs but the Vlogs I post. |That is why I post Vlogs. So you will have to forgive me me for not being so forth coming. I just get stuck when i ma posting to this Vlog. To Be honest I have a lot more to say than I do. Its just that I really haven't Identified what I am trying to get across in this Blog. It's almost as if I don't think my Character is not coming across. You will have to excuse me since I have had a few glasses of REd in the mean time. So hence the long post. I am Bipolar we know this already I am depressed I clean the Abode as well. I wash the washing and the linen. I drink Red wine on the weekends. I have issues that I don't like to refer to. I love Drag Queens I am a supporter of all things LGBT. And I think that is about it. but that is not the sum total of who I am. For that would be shallow don't you think. I am that and more. I love art and music and really love books am passionate about human rights I am ............ which I won't mention for it won't make a difference. So there is a lot more to me than what meets the eye. I just don't know why I don't share all of what I am passionate about. Maybe I am scared of losing you.

Sorry

You are really missing out with the Vlogs I have at the moment which are stunning. I don't mean to tease but seriously they are great. The one was so funny I blew Red Wine all over my face I was about to take a sip except it ended on my face. lol

Red

So I am busy with my second glass of red wine at the moment. Started just now about half an hour ago. Nothing like a bit of Red to ease the tensions from the week. No I only drink on Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights. So I am not an Alcoholic at all. lol. Here I go defending myself.

So Yeah

Cleaning of them Abode. It was a bit of a rush job today I  have to admit. Washing folded and put away most of the linen is folded and put away Probably do the rest over the weekend. Once again it makes my Heart happy to know it's done. Since I love cleaning are you kidding me I detest it. If I had money I would get somebody else to do it for me.

I Am

I really am missing being able to post You Tube Vlogs. Since at the moment i have such good ones I can post. So more than likely when Blogger gets its act together I wont be able to find them . For I always post them as soon as I find them. Well what can you do.

Did

So I got the washing down just did not do the Linen which I will probably have to do on Saturday for tomorrow I am cleaning the Abode. Which I am really looking forward to. NOT. Seriously who enjoys cleaning , not me.

Same

Not I was quite stressed yesterday night and ended up crying. I was just really emotional because of all the stress. I know I said that already. Normally its Tv and Movies that get me emotional but this time was different. I wish I could tell you why but I can't as per usual.

As Well

I almost forgot that I went to my therapy Session yesterday. I was so focused on the Tattoo that I forgot. I received some good news. Sorry cant share with you it at least made my day. Just as much as having my Tattoo done. So anyway the Session went well considering I had not seen my Therapist since two weeks ago.

Yesterday

I got back to The Abode quite late yesterday fro The Tattoo Parlour. So I was really tired and did not feel like Posting. Hence the no Post stating the obvious. lol. Well only one third of the Tattoo is finished. It looks pretty damn good if I have to say so myself. I really was hoping that more could have been finished. You Know I am still tired today as well even though I got up relatively late.

Today

I was supposed to do the linen today but that is now tomorrow. there was a couple of rescheduling that had to be done. Anyway not that I am happy about it. But it is what it is.

Tomorrow

I am so excited for tomorrow. For not am I seeing My Therapist I am also getting My Tattoo finished. So It's a double wammy. Which is really cool. I did get two bottles of Red to give My Tattoo. I always take two when I am having work done.
So I am also looking Forward to My Therapy Session since I did not see the Therapist last week. Which was a bit strange to say the least. I am going to miss it when I go away over the Festive Season. Then again I might be having such a good time I might not.

Sloth

So today was wasted by me staying in the bed late. I had some cool dreams. I just know that they were cool. don't ask me what they were about since I have forgotten already. It's so strange how quick it is to forget Dreams. They become illusory (I hope that's the right word, lol.) I think I use Monday to recover from the weekend not to say that my weekends are hectic. it allows me to crawl into a ball to cope with the coming week. I normally plan the week a head of time so I know what to do when.

Red

So I was feeling tired so I went and had a nap. By the time I woke up it was Red Time. I find that when I have a few I am able to post better. Go Figure. I think I feel more like myself when I have had a few. What you might not know is that My Medication changed me quite a bit and that happens to every one that goes on the type of Medication I am on. I used to bit a lot more Sparkly than I am now. I just feel kinda dead almost emotionless. Ok that's a bit of an exaggeration. Still I feel that I have lost a lot of my former self. I am trying to regain some of my aspects of what I used to be but its bloody hard. What with everything. You see off the Meds I am alot more how shall we say different. As some described it I bounce off the wall and am  a lot more difficult to live with. lol That's one persons description of me off the Meds. But then I feel like myself at least.

Didn't

Watched not much on Telly last night. However got the first three seasons of "The Walking Dead". Heard it is supposed to be goo. No I did not pay for it. lol. So probably watch thts tonight. Will see how it goes. I know that there are some wedding Dress shows on Telly tonight so  will have to see which trumps. So many choices I don'y know what to do. lol. Go figure

After

So then went to a sweet shop which was closed since the notice on the door say closed on Sundays. Which is a bummer to say the least. Then went to check out two Abodes which weren't all that great to start off with. After that stopped at a mall to look at a clothes store and did not find anything there at all. Further went to another Mall to get Groceries for the week.

So

It's a little early to start boozing yet. Went out for Breakfast and had. you guessed it a Bacon Avo Tramezzini. It was a little bit cold which I was not thrilled about. On top of that I had the expected Two Cappuccinos. I promise next week I will have something else. (listening to George Michael's "The First Time Ever" which is a very beautiful song. Slow and Majestic) Well I don't know if a song can be Majestic. lol. Well whatever its a very soothing song.

Ok

I  haven't really said anything about My Depression etc for awhile. I have been taking extra Meds for Anxiety more than the Doctor prescribed. Well it helps me. If I start getting Anxious I just pop another one. I am really not interested in working it out even though it is Situational. I just cope better with Meds. I know it's the easy way out but I Have so much more too cope with being Bipolar on top of that is not easy. So my Depression can get quite bad and it has of lately I am struggling quite a bit to remain positive in the face of Depression and there are other factors which I won't go into at this time. So I will saying I am doing Ok which is not fantastic. lol. who said it would be easy.

Mall

So went Christmas shopping for Christmas Crackers which got a whole bunch for an event. Found the ones which where looking for. Seems a bit early I know. But what can you do. Should actually start shopping for gifts to avoid the last minute rush. If your really good you should have been doing it the whole year already making use of the sales that go on  through out the year. Fortunately for me|I am away on Christmas.

Went Out

So had Breakfast out again which consisted of Cajun Chicken Tramezzini . (Even after all this time I still have to look up the spelling of the word) Plus Two Cappuccinos. The Tramezzini was particularly good this time had a little bite to it which was nice. So Breakfast was good.

Plus

So more or less 1000 views are done on My Blog per month give or take. Which is not bad considering what I post. Which can be called .......... . You get to choose which word to put there. I am not a good Judge so I will leave that up to you Guys and Girls. I am a bit disappointed that I can't post Vlogs at the moment but you know that already. I love sharing them with you go it makes for a better BBlog. I am sure you will agree with me.

Damn

The Interweb is really slow today. It has taken for ever just get this page down so I can post. If it isn't Blogger messing me around then its the Interweb as well. who knows what else will go wrong. I don't even want to imagine. Even to view Vlogs it is taken for ever to get nowhere. Its like extracting teeth. And I should know I had a wisdom tooth recently extracted. Yeah I know it just completely slipped my Mind. Not that I did on purpose or anything. I suppose it is a big thing. Then again I might have told you I just can't remember if I had.

Forgot

This last Tuesday I did not see My Therapist. My Therapist had something to do. So I will only see my Therapist this Tuesday coming at a different time since I am going to have my Tattoo finished. I also have to mention that early next year I am going to have to swap my Therapist for another one. I don't really have much of a choice in the matter. I am not exactly happy about the situation since the one I have at the moment gets me. So To have star all over again is a bit troublesome.

More

So I went shopping for red wine and bought 5 bottles. Two of the bottles are for My Tattoo Artist when I go on Tuesday to get My Tattoo Finished, Yahoo. So I am not going to drink all five I could if I wanted to. No Man not in one sitting. That would be just too much.

Did not

So I went to Gym and did my normal new routine. Well it has been that since my body no longer likes cycling. lol. No seriously it really does not like cycling. So instead I do rowing. Fortunately my Bum did not hurt today so it was goo d that rested my Bum yesterday. So all the rest of the exercises went well.

So

I cleaned the Abode. Washed the mats from the bathroom and bedroom. I do that once in a blue moon. Dependent on my mood. There are other things I need to clean just haven't got round to it yet. Anyway that will be done in time.

Well

Blogger is still going spaz. I just hope they sort out the mess soon. I will not post again about Blogger until they get their story sorted out.

Sloth

So I conned myself into doing the Cleaning tomorrow since I did not want to go to Gym and make my Bum sore again. So I have given My Bum a days rest. Beside the fact that I slept like a sloth past the time that I normally do. No I mean way past the normal time. Ok it was past 1 am closer to 2 am. so try figure  which Time Zone I live in. lol.

Sexy

I was thinking about this just now and that is I haven't felt Sexy once since I am on these new Anti Depression Meds. No really well they are hardly new since I have been on them for about One and Half Years now. They really did change me. I use to be a lot more free Spirited than I am now. Go Figure. I have just got used to it and have come to accept how things are. lol. Well as for the rest it has all fallen to the wayside. I won't go into the rest since its quite Personal.

Blogger

I have come to the conclusion that the problem is not a You Tube problem but a Blogger problem with the not being able to post Vlogs. So Bloody Blogger. I hope they wake up and fix the problem soon. Since I love posting Vlogs. My Blog is just not the same without them.

Bloody You Tube

You Tube won't allow me to post Vlogs. It just does not work. So sorry about that. I will try again tomorrow.

My Bum

So I went to Gym after all the washing and I was rowing. When My Bum started hurting . The seat for the rowing machine is really hard. Now I was trying for 20 minutes on the machine but only made it to 15 minutes and then gave up. Well because of my Bum. Lol. The rest of the exercises were ok. No My Bum was fine afterwards it was just sitting on that hard seat that did it.

So

I did the Linen and some washing at the same time which helps me a lot. Now that that's done I don't have to worry about that for a little while.

Yes

I did sleep quite a bit today. Did however get out of bed to do some stuff. Just a little bit earlier than norm. Not a lot just a little bit.

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Dreams

I had some interesting dreams this morning the one was where I was trying to coax this crocodile out of the water no kidding. This was quite a serious dream it was quite nerve racking cause you could not see the crocodile under the water.

Done

So I wen to the Gym after wards and I have now got a new regime to follow since my Body has decide it no longer likes doing the cycling machine any more. I am not kidding I can no longer do it. It's almost like my body rebels when I do it. So I have taken up rowing instead and so far so good.

How

So day two of staying in bed for awhile. Except today I had to go to the normal Doctor to go get My Meds. Which was quite fast and I did not have to wait to long. Which was a good thing. So at least that's done.

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Hedda Lettuce talks about fear and fat lesbians

Monday

Well today has been a bit of a bust since I spent most of the day horizontally in my bed. No seriously I did. So then I had a cappuccino one of those packet ones. You know where you pour it out in a cup add hot water and then stir until it gets a head. There we go you have a cappuccino. So besides that I had a Hot Cross Bun for Breakfast. which was good since it is still fresh. Well who would want to eat a stale one. lol.

Hedda Lettuce on mother Teresa and cheap dresses

Around

So ran around for awhile looking at Abodes saw two that liked no too sure about them. Still got to take a lot into consideration. It is normally is quite a big step. So no rushing into anything.

Today

So went out for Brunch which consisted of a Breakfast Tramezzini . Yes |I know I am stuck on them for the moment I will endeavor to eat something different next time. Lol. Plus the usual two cappuccinos which weren't that bad. I like mine to be strong and Medicinal. They also need to be hot . Can't stand it when stuff is cold. If it needs to served hot then it better be hot and the same goes for cold or chilled should I say.

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Chad Michaels - Ring My Bell

After

Well then went around the Mall to look for some clothes but did not find anything that grabbed my attention. I am kinda out of the printed T Shirt type at the moment. I prefer Plain T Shirts for the Moment. I will get a printed one only if the print is really good. Other than that I have enough pants and the rest. Not too say I don't have enough T Shirts.

Well

So what do you think I got up too, too day. Well if you guessed that went out to breakfast you would be correct. So Anyway had a chicken, gherkin Tramezzini and you guessed it a two Cappuccinos as well. The meal was Ok nothing to write home about and enjoyed the Cappucino.

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Too Predictable | Say Yes to the Dress

Got

I have some Red Wine but this one does not taste all that great. Unfortunately it's half a bottle and that's all I got. |Going to have to get some more tomorrow. Definitely not the same brand as the one I have got at the moment. Choosing wine is always hit and miss especially if your trying different brands. For there is no tasting them. Well that's obvious. Even if you have tried lets say the Shiraz it does not mean the Merlot is going to be ok and its this way you run into some not so nice wine. Well all of this is Obvious. So I am stuck with this not so good tasting bottle. I will still Finnish it since I don't like wasting.

Yeah

So I have just got up after having spent an inordinate time in bed. Made myself one of those cappuccino that come in a sachet. No not the machine ones the one you make in a cup. I am not that rich .lol. Which tasted pretty good for a DIY store bought Cappuccino. In fact it tastes like another. No just kidding. although I do have more. I decide not to go to Gym today since I went on both Wed and Thurs consecutively. (If that is how you spell that, not too sure) So now I am feeling a bit lethargic from all the lying down. Which means I will probably go lie down later again. Lol. The Lazy days.

Drag Tips with Raven

James St. James and Morgan McMichaels: Transformations - Halloween Edition

Cool

So this morning I had a cool dream about a place I stayed in before from quite awhile back. It was quite realistic the Dream that is. So I enjoyed going down a trip down memory lane in my dream. Go Figure. So dreams are remembering things quite vividly about the past.

As well

So today was the clean the Abode as well which is also done. It was a bit touch and go this morning for I was trying to con myself in doing it tomorrow which I am glad I did not. So at least my day tomorrow is mine to do with as I please. Also another thing done. Yippy.

Done

So I managed to pack all the washing away which is awesome. So finished for now. I always love it when things are done and there is a bit of a respite from having to do something. I just love it

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Soft, Easy & Natural Fall Makeup

I Am

I am really struggling with My Depression at the moment and its having a negative effect on my Life at the moment. Simply put I am becoming even more Depressed and have to a large degree given up. I know it sounds easy to get up and do things for you but my motivation is literally gone and I have no interest in things in general. So I am battling at the moment in more than one way. I really hope that at some stage i will be able to come out the other side.

I Did

So besides being thoroughly depressed I managed to do both the washing and the Linen today . I put the Linen away the rest I will do tomorrow after I have cleaned the Abode.

It Does

I have to say that yesterday was a bit of a bust. I haven't quite recovered from yesterday. The thing is still with me. I am still sad and unfortunately there is no way of fixing the situation. Its kinda one of those things I am going to have to accept. I suppose most of you are going what is she talking about. Well I am talking about the thing that got me crying in my session yesterday with the Therapist. As I have already said there is nothing I can do about it. Which makes me even sadder. I will just have to accept the situation. Well I suppose that's what grown ups have to do and that is roll with the punches. Unfortunately this one hurt a lot.

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Cry

So I have returned from My Session. That is My Therapy Session. It did not really go too well today and the session ended up with me in tears. So all in all it was a tough one which I don't really want to repeat at all. So I am a little bit sensitive at the moment.

Slept

So I did not do the Linen today I am going to do it tomorrow hopefully. Well I don't really have a choice I have to do it tomorrow.

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Hedda Lettuce talks about drunks in bars

Tomorrow

So I will be seeing My Therapist tomorrow which you should know by now. I am looking forward to the Session. I also have to reschedule some appointments since I am going to be getting my Tattoo finished off on Tuesday 5th of Nov. Which is on a Tuesday so I have to try and move my Session to earlier in the day. Well lets see what happens. hopefully I can pull it off. If not then I will have to cancel my Session. My Therapy Session that is.

It Has

It has been raining for the last two days yesterday quite a lot today not so much. So I love Rain and the best place to be when it Rains is in bed. So you can guess where I spent most of today. Yes it was in bed. So I was a really lazy pig today and only got up quite late. Which I have to say I enjoyed. As I said I love being in bed when it rains. lol. what can I say. So ordinarily I don't need an excuse to sleep but when it rains yep that's where I will be.

What makeup to take in your BAG!

Went Out

Later went out to look at Abodes. half way in between looking at Abodes stopped off and had two Cappuccinos. I know you were wandering when they were going to pop their heads up. then continued looking at Abodes and finally went back to the Abode.

Did Not

So did not go out this morning. Just stayed at the Abode and had savory muffins for Breakfast. Woke up late well not too late but none the less woke up late. Which is always a good thing on Sunday Morning.

The Big Wedding

So watched The Big Wedding last night. Yeah it was Ok once again . Just good old entertainment nothing brilliant.

The Big Wedding

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Later

So really was running around a lot this Morning after Breakfast looking for clothes. Managed to track down the ones was looking for in a couple of stores . So all in all it was successful. Then went to A Nursery to look at some plants did not spend too much time there. After left for The Abode. So too some degree was busy today.

Morning

Went out to have breakfast which was an Omelette plus two cups of Cappuccino. It was ok could have been a bit better but other than that it was ok. I don't think that every time you out will be a wow that was good sometimes the meals are just that. Ok.

After Earth

So last night watched After Earth which was not bad. Story line a bit simple but otherwise it was ok. Not brilliant.

After Earth

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So

I just poured myself a glass of red wine. Which will hopefully help tame my nerves for I am on Edge. I am always on edge when the weekend comes around for the chances of something that is beyond my control are greater with so many people around . I really prefer the week days when everyone is at work much better very peaceful. Sorry I can't do much about the Anxiety I am on Meds for it. But the Meds only help so much the rest is for Me to handle.

As Well

Also went To a Mall to get some stuff from the Pharmacy. There was quite a choice. The mall is very far from the Abode. Don't go there too often. Also makes for a change to get out to places you don't normally go to.

Your Welcome

You know who you are. Thanx for the comment. Comments are always welcome.

I Did

So this morning went out and had Breakfast. Had French Toast with Bacon and Maple Syrup and yes say it with me Two Cappuccinos. Yep that's right you know me well by now. The coffee was quite nice I have to say. Plus it was at a restaurant never been to be for. Which always is good to have a change from the normal haunts.

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Before

So I went to Gym today and I weighed myself and I have lost a couple of .... (You put in the weight measurement you want.) Lol. So I at least know it's working. If it had been the other way round it would have been tragic. I would have to question what it is I am doing wrong and have to back to basics.

Friends

For the moment I am beginning to isolate myself. Well it's because I am depressed except it's getting quite bad. Since now I have no friends what so ever. I have even fired my Family. Well that's another story all together. So I have successfully chased everyone away. I sometimes feel that relationships are an absolute farce especially if you can't be yourself. For in my case there is no one I can trust to come out to. I would absolutely love to have someone I can speak to that knows me for me. This is a luxury. Well I almost think that I would rather not have friends that know me superficially. There is nothing worse than having friends that are shallow. you know what I mean it never goes anywhere.

Spirit Day

Well I hope you all are wearing Purple today in support of all LGBT Youth. I wish it would be more than just one day. But it is what it is. I hate that saying its such a cop out. Lol. Anyway I wish you all a great Spirit Day.

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Spirit Day

So the 17th is Spirit Day where everyone who supports the LGBT family is going to show solidarity in support of a the young LGBT family in schools etc that don't feel safe. So its a very important Day so show your support by wearing purple.

Did

I managed to make to the gym today as well. Which was not too bad. I am still quite unfit from all the weeks where I only went once a week. So I still have to catch up. So at least this is the second time this week and there is tomorrow after cleaning the abode.

First

I slept quite a bit today but none the less I manged to do some washing which is a good thing. I had done some washing the other day which I needed to put away. So I did that as well. Well it was not much anyway. Well it seems I am going to have to do the cleaning of the Abode tomorrow since I did not do it today.

Alyssa Edward's Secret - Air Travel

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Done

So the Linen is done and packed away. So all I have got to do this week is cleaning the Abode which I am still debating whether it be tomorrow or Thursday. So at the moment I am not too sure which its going to be. Maybe tomorrow so I can get it over with. For who loves cleaning the Abode definitely not me.

Today

So as per usual I went to go see my Therapist. I have returned subsequently. Well that goes without saying otherwise I would not be posting this. Lol. Ok so today was quite eye opening again we did deal with My Sleeping problem not to say it is just going to disappear like that since I am depressed after all. So sleeping goes hand in hand with that. We did touch on other subjects as well which is not for public consumption. None the less I will say it was a successful Session.

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RuPaul Drives...Kat Von D

Gym

I managed to go to the Gym today not to say that I did not sleep quite a bit today. Anyway Gym today was a little  bit hard. I suppose because I have not been going as regulary as I had before. So that probably why I am taking strain. The whole is going to fall away when December comes for Going away and January I am going to have start from scratch. Which is going to be fun. I mean real fun since I will be out of shape. For going away fro three weeks.

Monday

The weekend went too fast. And here we are again. The time is just flying for me. I don't know which is shorter the week or the weekend they both fly by just as fast.

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Weekend

This weekend hasn't really been bad as far as Anxiety goes. It really is situation by situation that determines my Anxiety. So as I stated there hasn't really been anything this weekend to cause me Anxiety. The neighbors have behaved themselves. Now it's just to get ready for another week which is normally too much in regards to Anxiety. However I have been really Depressed for awhile. I am trying to pick things up to get through it before it consumes me. That is the real problem with Depression if you allow it to drag you down there is no end as to how far you can sink. Only those who have really been depressed will know what it it like. Depression does not mean that your sad. Goodness if you think that then your in for a great shock.

Later

So at around Midday went out to look at Abodes. Saw one or two that were nice. Nothing that really grabbed me at all except for one. Don't think I will go for it.

Stayed

So this morning stayed at the Abode and had croissants for breakfast. Except there was no cappuccinos since I don't have a machine . Plus for the moment I am off instant coffee. So go figure I like a cappuccinos.

Hangover 3

So watched Hangover 3 last night. Now I have seen both 1 and 2 which were really good but Hangover 3 was a great disappointment. There really was not much to it at all. Therefore I can not recommend it. Sorry to say.

Hangover 3

James St. James and Mathu Andersen: Transformations

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Tag!!! You're It!!!

The Great Gatsby

So watched The Great Gatsby last night. Watched the Blue Ray one. I don't really see the difference between Blue Ray and the normal Dvd. None the less it was a pretty good movie. I Can recommend it.

The Great Gatsby

Return

On the way back to the Abode stopped off to get some Groceries which included things like Ginger Beer and Lemonade. As well as somethings to eat. Well had to be otherwise it would not be Groceries.

Walked

So went looking for some clothes after Breakfast. Beside just walking around. This Mall is quite small compared to the others. So not too many shops. But still a nice Mall.

Far

So this Morning I went to a very far away Mall. Haven't been there for awhile so decide to pop in there. Had Breakfast which was Club Sandwich as well, Yes, Two cappuccinos which were really small. I can't stand it when it so small you drink a couple of sips and it's gone. The Club sandwich was nummies. Lol ( I really don't know how to translate that at all. Well maybe Tasty would come close.

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Mall

Went to the Mall to look for some clothes . Where got some. Did a bit of running around the decide to go to another Mall to get stationary.

After

So After Breakfast went and did some Grocery Shopping at the shop. Took the stuff back to the Abode stopping off to get a Dvd and then dropped the stuff off.

First

I went and had Breakfast this Morning which was Eggs And Bacon etc plus . You got it, Two cappuccinos. The first one was better since it was hotter. Can't stand when things are luke warm or cold. So that was ok all around. I am not going to say fantastic. It's difficult to find restaurants that are good with everything. The service, the meal, the quality of the food etc. So anyway that was that.

Had To

Sorry I just had to delete that one Vlog yesterday it was just a little bit crass for me as far as I was concerned. It's obviously a personal thing. I really don't like it when Drag Queens have to keep referring everything to Penises all the time. We can understand once in a while but all the time, that's not entertaining. Well if you like Crass Queens then more power to you. It's just a personal thing with me. Well thats my opinion and that's all it is. Call me a Priss Lol.

Kylie Minogue - Spinning Around

I Think

I am almost certain that My Depression is affecting me in rather a negative way at the moment well it has for awhile. Since I have really zero interest in anything and just lack in motivation completely. It is starting to affect the way I live as well its so bad. I am not too sure what it is going to take to snap me out of it.

One More

Besides all of that I also did the washing today as well. So all in all it has been a busy day and now I am blogging. Not that I have much to say.

As Well

I also manged to go to Gym as well. Fancy that.Started off  a bit rocky but got better after awhile. Remeber that now a days I am only making it to Gym once a week. Yes I know why even bother. Well I intend going more often I just don't know when. Lol

No

I am proud of myself well for one day really since today. Not only did I get up a little bit early I also cleaned Le Abode. I don't know if it was in record time or not but certainly felt like it. Well none the less it's done for another week.

meet your new wednesday spot!

James St. James and Peaches Christ: Transformations - Halloween Edition

Just Because

I don't post a lot of Vlogs just to take up space. You might have thought that but your wrong. If I find Vlogs which I think are cool I post them straight away for I never know if I will find them again. So even if there are a number of them I will post all of them. Plus I love good Vlogs can't get enough of them.

Super .... Lazy

You can fill in the gap with what ever word you think sounds right. I have been sleeping most of the day. I have been so lazy that I did not even clean the Abode. Now that is super ....... lazy as far as I am concerned. I conned myself into doing the cleaning tomorrow instead of today. Which I hope works out ok. Well it's not like I have a choice now I have to clean tomorrow.

Alyssa Edwards' Secret - Acting

Harlee's Haunted Doll House

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I Love

Well for the moment I love that I am able to find a lot of Vlogs by Drag Queens. Now watch now that I have said that all the Vlogs will dry up. Talk about Irish Luck. Nope that's not going to happens hold fingers for me. Lol

Back

So I am back from My very interesting Therapy Session. It certainly threw some light on a lot of things. Which I am not going to go into you should know by now. But none the less it certainly was very eye opening to say the least. It did cover a whole lot of ground. Well it was simply put how my past influences me now. That's as much as I am willing to say.

I Did

So this morning after having battled with the washing machines spin cycle for awhile. Just cant stand it when  it just sits and does not continue with the cycle even if its a big load. The machine is seriously stuffed in it's head. I prefer top loaders seriously they are much better. You don't battle with them as much. So any way after all of that I manged to do the Linen which is all packed away. I just am not looking forward to cleaning the Abode tomorrow. Well I suppose it has to be done. Uuuggghhh

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Yes

Besides all the sleeping an lying around I did manage to do a load of laundry. Plus I have set the washing machine up to do another load to do tomorrow. Which all have to do is press the button. Well at least something like that. So I was a little bit organised today bar the fat that I was lazy as heck

Tomorrow

Some Good news at least is I get to see my Therapist tomorrow. Which I have not seen for two weeks now. So at least I get to discuss all my problems with. Which is quite a lot mind you me. I also get to see my psychiatrist which is a Once a month thing. So tomorrow beside all that I get to get my Meds for the month. So quite a lot to do tomorrow.

Slept

So I slept quite a bit today like a bug in a rug. Lol. No seriously I did . It's the Monday I am sleeping I don't give a damn what anyone else has to say about it lay in the bed. Well something like that. I think at the best of times my Life is so simplified that I really don't have much motivation to do anything else. Just in case you forget I am majorly Depressed and Bipolar as well. I don't suppose you would remember for I Don't mention it very often.

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Went

So on the way back to the Abode stopped at some Abodes to have a look. Well they are on Show so popped in to have a look. It's interesting to see how other homes are arranged. I suppose you can get used to any configuration if necessary. What I mean by that is that you can make just about any place your home dependent on your mindset. Well some places might stretch that a bit. Lol

Munch

So had breakfast at the Nice Mall. Had a Bacon Omelette. Two what, yes Two Cappuccinos this time both Extra Large. So breakfast was good all around. "Listening to the Bee Gees at the moment "Alone", Just love them."

Different

So this Morning went to a Mall very far away. This is a special Mall since it's in a very nice part. Well for me it's a lot better than where My Abode is. More Established etc. I like the area a lot. It's like going on holiday going to this Mall. Well that's what it is like for me. Did some shopping there. Got some stuff.

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Lady Portia "The Good Old Days"

Hedda Lettuce off to an audition in day beat

Freaky

I had some really awesome Dreams this morning. For a change they all followed a single theme or story. which is awesome and it was on some freaky kinda stuff. No literally on Freaky stuff like side show carnival kinda stuff. I really enjoyed them and it will be a pity to forget them which is more than likely the case. Which makes me sad. It's a pity that there is no way of being able to record them.

Munch

So for Breakfast which I had to chew on one side. Lol. Just in case you were wondering. You can never get enough info ever. I had the Chunky Chicken Mayo Tramezzini as well as two cup's you got it Cappuccinos. These ones were particularly good for i I like mine strong and bitter. It's what I call Medicinal. I love Cappuccinos that are Medicinal just in case you did not get it the first time. Have you ever noticed how much people repeat themselves. Make it a point of taking notice and you will see what I mean. Not so much in writing more so in speaking.

Mall

Went to two Malls this morning. Well one for the other does not count since it is still under construction. Which was a pain in the you know what. Most passages just led no where and had to double back each time. So got out of there which was a big waste of time. The first one just popped into get some Meds. So it was no big deal at all.

Better

So My Tooth's extraction site is doing better from yesterday. Slept ok had no hassles. Well the most I was expecting from it would be a bit of pain. But nothing did not even have to take a tab or anything. So a lot better from when it was sensitive. Well they took the whole bloody tooth out it should be a whole lot better. Lol. So the weird thing is I have all the rest of my Teeth except the one wisdom tooth they took out. I said this before it feels a bit weird like I am lopsided or something like that.

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I Was

When I went to the Dentist I was dressed in my Gym clothes and was ready to go and do Gym afterward. Except I was told by the Dentist that I could not do exercise today. Which was a real bummer. lol. No really it was a real bummer. lol. Ok you know me better than that by now.

Before

I got all the washing packed away before leaving to go to the Dentist. I just had it in my mind that I did not want to have to come back and do it when I got back. Which was a good thing for I was not in the mood to do it when I got back. So I am glad I thought a bit ahead of time this time.

I Lay

So I went to see the Dentist this Morning. The Dentist said that my upper left (Well my Left your Right) was lose and infected. Which is always good news. Wait for it here comes even better news. I have to have it taken out "Extracted". So you can guess what happened next. So Now I am minus One Wisdom tooth. I have all of the rest of my Teeth except for One Wisdom Tooth. I feel lopsided. So Anyway I came back to my Abode took some Pain Tabs and Lay on my bed for awhile. Well what else was I supposed to do. Not that I didn't appreciate the laying down part it was just the Pain I had to get past. Thanks too some really strong Meds I got through it. I still have some more Meds if necessary.

Poor little Gay Boy.

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What

So I was watching this Vlog where this Girl who was doing it went "Hail Satan" at the end of the Vlog. I was like what  now who would do something like that. No seriously I was gobsmacked. It's like the last thing you expect someone to say. I have seen this before so I don't know if this is a trend or what. There is a lot I can say about this not in a religious way but if your trying to shock people there are better ways to do it.. Right. Seriously Lol I don't know what to say. Oh my gosh. Lol

Did

So the Wash Basket which is really not a wash basket but that's what they call it for a lack of a better term. It' was full so I decide lets do some washing. Now this might come as a shock to you. Since its not my normal day to do washing but none the less I did it. LOl. No seriously I did. So at least that's out of the way at the moment. It just boggles my mind how quickly things pile up. Before you know it you have to do washing. I really don't mind doing the washing. So its not a big deal for me.

One More

So at  least tomorrow I get to go to the Dentist. I feel like I have being waiting forever. Last night I had to take a pain tab since My Tooth was giving me hassles. It's a lot better today than it was yesterday. Thank Goodness for that. Nothing worse than having a pain some where in your head. I can stand pain somewhere else in my body just not my Head.

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Oh

So the Skype thing did not happen. Well you can't get everything your way.

Yes

So I did get to go to gym today. It started off a bit slow. I think I am losing my fitness since I am not going that often to gym as I used to. But it picked up and ended on a good note. So that's that at least

So I Did

So I cleaned the Abode today which went ok. Did it a bit earlier than normal. But still it's done for another week. Which is a good thing.

My Tooth

My Tooth is killing me. I cant wait to get to the Dentist. I just hope its nothing serious and is just a hole. That would make me happy. I really don't want to hear about crowns and all of that.

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Yes I Am

So today I mad an appointment to go see a Dentist on Friday. Since My Tooth has not settled down completely and is still sensitive. So obviously something must be wrong. I just hate to have to go to all that length only to be told its all ok. I cant imagine that that would happen. Well please lets be able to fix the damn thing. For I don't know how long I can put up with it.

I Was

I was supposed to Skype last night but it did not work out so I will be Skyping tonight instead hopefully it does workout tonight. keeping in touch can always be a bit of a thing. So thank heavens for Sype. So you also get to see the person. Which is the most important thing.

Lol

Yesterday I really did not have much to say and therefore only posted the one post. Not that much has changed since yesterday. I did however do the Linen washing today and have packed it away already. Which I am happy about.

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Rest

So I spent most of today in the horizontal position. By which I mean I did spend quite a bit of time sleeping. What makes for a change is that I had some really awesome dreams with all that sleeping. Mondays I normally spend quite a bit of time in Bed since the whole weekend was spent running around. Which makes for tiring work.

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Ok

Got back to the Abode had a bit of a sleep. by the way my Tooth is feeling much better thanxs. Just don't know if I should go see a Dentist now or not. I just hate to waste money like that. Well will think about it. Having a small glass of wine at the moment. Probably have one more. Not really going to get into drinking tonight.

Abodes

After that went and looked at one Abode also quite far away. It was a bit small. Plus it was Semi Detached which I don't like at all. I like all my walls to myself thanxs.

After

So went running around a Mall which is quite far away from where I live. Checked out a clothes store and some others. Did not get any thing. Since I did not see any thing worthwhile.

This Morning

Well went out for Breakfast this Morning. Had a Breakfast Bagel with egg, tomatoes, bacon and mozzarella cheese. It was ok. Had only one cappuccinos. Since there cappuccinos was not that good. Pity though because I felt like another.

After

Then after the Movie went and got a rib burger and a beer and a cider. The burger was good. Yeah and you said the Movie was good as well so what is it. Make up your mind. I reckon there is a difference between a Movie being good and a burger being good. Good for food is a good rating. Where for a Movie its ok. The Movie was Ok not fantastic. lol. Hope all that makes sense. Maybe I will have to come up with a better word than Good. lol.

Last Night

So I went to go see Elysium last night. It was good. I wont say fantastic but good. Maybe I should start a rating system. So I enjoyed it.

Elysium

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I Wonder

I am Thinking of having a Glass of Red Wine I wonder if it will help the Pain. lol. I suppose there is only one way to find out. I will also let you know if it works or makes it worse.

Even Though

I am going Out Tonight even though I have a toothache from Hell. Well the arrangements were made before the Toothache. Well there is always Meds to help me. Like really strong Pain Meds. lol. I am quite a Sissy and don't like messing around with pain. I just take My Meds. I would rather be goofed than have to deal with pain. Anyway I will tell you tomorrow about What I got up to tonight. Me and My Tooth. lol. Ooowww

Damn

I have a toothache from Hell. Last night I was trying to sleep with it and spent awhile trying to sleep. Eventually I said to myself take some bloody tablets. So I got up and took two pin tablets really strong ones the it was not working fast enough. So I got up and took another one. So at least it worked and I was able to nod off to sleep. This morning When I woke up it was the same thing so I took two tabs. Today is not so bad its a bit sensitive and I can feel it all the time. Lets see what happens tonight. I have to say that there is no pain like a serious toothache. Its like really in your head. I am going to have to make appointment to go see a Dentist on Monday. Hopefully I can last that long. Scream, Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

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On

I am drinking Red Wine at the moment but I won't be adventuring further than two Glasses. Since I am trying to moderate my drinking for the moment. Well I am trying to be responsible. lol. No seriously.

Can You

I just can't believe that is almost the Festive Season. The next couple of months will fly past then there will be The Festive Season. Then New years and Wham a new Year. Well I know I am stating the obvious. But still I just can't get over the fact that is almost another year gone.

I Am

I am kinda hungry at the moment. I am watching the one half of a couple at Chef's school and they are preparing Duck and Chicken. The as well as showing photos of the meals as they can prepare them. Damn this Vlog. I will have supper in a couple of hours so I will just have to Grin and Bare until then. lol. I am Hungry.

So

A miracle happened today.I am sure you can guess what that is I was able to drag my Arse off to Gym. it took quite a bit of persuading in fact it was more like a conference. At least I was able to do My Abs machine for my Neck is ok now. Well thank goodness for that is where I need the most help. So I did the treadmill and bicycle as well and a little of pulling weights up. I don't know what the machine is called. The only way that I know the one machine does Abs is because the machine is called that. Otherwise I would have no Idea. Remember I am not a Gym Bunny.

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Crazy

I was watching a vlog of Vidcon which is the You Tuber convention for all the well recognized You Tube Vloggers. I wonder if that would work out for Bloggers. lol. I have a feeling that it would not. Can only try you know.

I Feel Like

I wouldn't mind going somewhere to nite but that wont happen since I could be going out on Saturday night.Well I will know by tomorrow if it is going to happen. Here's hoping. It's been awhile since I went out at night. Well I am a bit of a Home Body. But I do like going out once in awhile.

Damn

Today has been an exceptionally lazy day. I slept most of the day away. I do however have a toothache which has started to annoy me. I just hope it does have a hole or something like that. I don't mind going to The Dentist I just hate wasting time doing so and it costs as well. Any visit to any Medical Professional costs an arm and a leg. Well you should know that. So what am I saying.

Thursday

I can not believe that today is Thursday and so it's one day and it is weekend again. This week has certainly flown for me. I don't know about you. I just feel as if we had no week. We barely get started and it's weekend already. Another thing is that is the festive Season just around the corner so almost another year gone. Time is certainly flying for me.

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Normal

Well yesterday I would have seen my Therapist but that did not happen as you well know hwy. It kinda makes me feel weird because I did not go. It almost does not feel like a normal week for me. Which throws everything out. I am kinda one of those routine type people. I just operate a lot better with routine. I like to do something totally random every now and then but for most part I am a routine type of person. Well so thats why I feel my week is a bit off kelter.

Tired

So I went to Gym after having cleaned the Abode. Now remember that I did not go to gym last week at all. I was tired from cleaning the Abode. Which I did in record time today. I have not broken my record yet. Any way so when I went to gym I was tired already. I did want to do this one Ab machine but it started to give me a headache. I get headaches because of my neck. That's another story. Anyway I decide not continue with that and got on the Treadmill. I think that in the mean time I have put on some weight. For I have this craving for Coke at the moment. I just cant get it right. I do eat kinda healthy during the week. And then on the weekends I pig out on all the stuff I am not supposed to. Sorry I just cant do the healthy thing all the time. Probably why I don't lose weight even though I do Gym. Well occasionally lets be honest about that.